Getting My Sparkle Back
June 28, 2023 - 9:00 pm
It truly is crazy what time can do for an individual. Time dedicated towards you and only you. For me, the majority of this year has been dedicated to myself– my growth, healing, and everything in between.
2023 has not been the easiest year for me thus far. I have gone through a lot of change, disappointment, letdown, and frustration. But as I’ve experienced all of these things in the past, I made myself aware of the insane amount of personal growth that would come after it all. One of my favorite sayings is, “You grow through what you go through.” Which is indeed very true.
Last year in the fall was when my mental health started to really affect my day-to-day life. I feel that a huge part of my mental health journey has been significantly better ever since I started bringing my heart closer to God. The weight has slowly been lifted off my shoulders, anxiety and depression feel minimal, and life has felt so peaceful. Throughout 2023 so far, experiencing the things that I mentioned above, I have wholeheartedly put my trust in God and have stayed faithful that He is guiding me on my path; His path for me.
All I know is that life is never going to be a smooth and straight road. It will have bumps, sharp turns, and even dead ends. But trusting yourself, focusing on the here and now, and not worrying about your timing is what has helped me. One of my closest friends, a big sister I never had, and someone who I would not be able to live without, Catherine, has always said, “You are exactly where YOU need to be at this very moment. Everything is happening for you and not to you.” Finding peace with where you’re at at this very moment will allow you to live in the moment, take life as it comes, and enjoy the here and now surrounded by people you love.
Over the past few months, I feel like I finally have my sparkle back. I have devoted so much time towards my own personal growth– mentally and physically. I have prioritized whatever it is that I want. I’ve taken care of myself, my body, and most importantly my mental health. I’ve surrounded myself with family, friends that love me for me and who want me around. I’ve read more books, listened to different genres of music, tried new foods, and met new people. I have never felt more myself than I have lately, and it makes me all the more excited to keep enjoying my life and where it takes me.